is it really true? when you believe, there can be miracles? even the downest of times, there is still hope? you know, some people don't even the see the point of hoping anymore. whats the point? its never gonna happen. sure if you have the attitude that although you know its not going to happen, u still hope? i mean, thats the whole reason of hope isnt it. but what is hope? allowing yourself to have that feeling that what you want will be gotten? or is it a good way of getting yourself disappointed. is there a fine line between false hope and genuine hope? or does it just fall under the same cathegory and when shit happens, its false hope, but when all good happens, suddenly hoping isnt so bad afterall. i don't even know if im making sense, but it doesnt really matter anyway. is our society today confused the difference between attraction and love? that they tend to mix them up and when attraction fails, they presume love fails. hope...hope...why do we even bother about it. you know why? cos without hope, ur life is meaningless. you wont have a motivation to move towards that hope. hope is like a target, a goal. its something we can all achieve. but also all talk and no action won't end you up any nearer to your target. hoping can even change someone else. just because of that hope you have in him/her. that hope will change that person to a better person hopefully.
it is sad when you actually realise, in life, how much pain you have to go through just to get something/someone you want. you know, the phrase, 'i'm not good enough'. i've thought about it, that phase shouldnt even be in existance. reason being is that we are all not perfect, we all have our flaws and we all have done our fair share of wrong doing. if you really wanna go into specific detail, then we are all not good enough for everyone else. the person you are today is loved by many, liked by others and respected by that special bunch. but you gotta have that confidence that you are one heck of a person...
ok i seriously think that my rants arnt making much sense. i guess im just too sleepy to allow the full capabilities of my brain get realised. haha. oh i saw this super big butterfly today, took a photo but its not really clear.
took this picture a day or so back, i think its quite cool how everyone has their own unique poses. haha
well i'll save my ranting for when im more awake and more alert and actually know what the hell i am talking about. haha. tmrs gonna be another waste time day. CAs are coming soon and i don't think im prepared enough to get the As i want. Will be at camp from 4-7dec. and i got a night cycling even happening on the 12 dec. its gonna be a fun fun time and i recommend everyone to come. so just let me know if you're coming k?
CHOCOLATE ;;
12:38 AM <3